Just Leave (pt. 1) by @MaccHowYuMacc_5

Please excuse any improper grammar or spelling. :)
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"Listen man. Jus fuckin talk to me!" i yelled to her.
Her- she who has been on my mind for the past 7 weeks. Her- she who professed her love to me.. And then ran off. Her- my 5'11 light skin talented ball player. Her- she who i loved and cared for so deeply but who has hurt me.
"I Jus can't right now, okay? I have a lot of things i need to deal with,"she said.
"Realize you said this same shit last week..and the one before," i pointed out to her.
She stayed quiet.
"Why don't you talk to me? What is it that i did to make you act this way to me? How could you possibly throw away everything that we were on the verge of being so happy with so suddenly?!" i was screaming now and i could see her cringe.
She leaned against the wall. Well, more like collapsed. She looked so defeated and i didn't know what the Hell to do. I walked over to her. "kurah why don't you talk to me? Please," i had tears welling in my eyes now. I sat on the floor and she slid down next to me. I turned cross legged on the floor of the hallway to face her.
She had her face turned away from me and i saw her shudder. I reached my hand to caress her face and she flinched back. I tried again and gently turned her to face me. I saw the tears streaming down her face.
"baby please." i pleaded with her.
I leaned in closer to her and kissed the tears off her cheek. I placed my hands on both sides of her face and gently kissed her.
The feel of her soft lips against mine was something i dreamed of but didnt expect. I leaned back and looked at her. Her eyes were closed but the tears didnt stop. I leaned in and kissed her again this Time with urgency. Within moments, she was kissing me back. I opened my legs so as to have both around her. We kissed with such passion and urgency i knew she did indeed still love me, despite her actions. She wrapped her strong arms around me in a warm protective embrace pulling me closer to her. I wrapped my arms around her neck. Our kissed deepened but we didnt come up for air. My stomach was the site of a whole butterfly movement and my heart soared. She kissed my lips, then my cheek and down my neck. She kissed between my neck and shoulders. A moan escaped from between my lips and her hands traveled down my body.
After so long, i finally had the woman of my dreams in my arms. I pulled her head back up to mine longing for the feel of her lips again. I kissed up her neck to her chin then her lips. I traced my tongue over her lips which she then opened. I slipped my tongue into her warm mouth where i found her tongue ring. Our tongues battled in her mouth.
Suddenly she stopped and sat up. She was crying again. I stood and had my mind set on comforting her when she said it. "Get out." it was a dry command. "what?" I asked with my eyebrows raised.
"you heard me. Just get out please."
i was shocked but anger soon took over "WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN-" but she interrupted me.
"Please Star. Just go."
i sensed pain and guilt when my brown eyes looked into her warm brown ones. But there was also something else. Longing.
"Fine then." I walked out the dorm room slamming the door behind me. Tears streaming down my face, i walked across the campus to the lake. The moonlight cast a bright light and a sort of protection across the water. I sat with my back against my thinking tree, pulled my knees up to my chest and wept.